To deny one self .....

This means one has to be ready to lose one self . Mind you but this is no suicide .Because suicide means killing one self i.e. ( end of mortal body ) . But the real you is very much alive with all your distress and you are where you were The vagabond denies himself ( just as Jesus had said - “Deny yourself .Take up the cross and follow me “ ) He is empty from inside just the way a glass can be filled with water only when it is empty . So to be empty from inside is very important and for a vagabond this very spontaneous